my first time

I'm sitting here, in anticipation. 

Curious about what this is going to be like. 

Feeling slightly distracted by the urge to get up and go pee, but yet I stay and hold it, because I need to get this started. 

I've never done this before, exposing my every inner and outer...

but I suppose it doesn't have to be that way.

I could keep the lights low, and only show a little.

I should start off slow, and leave some room to get the hang of it.

Time to finish.

            For now.